“If a man therefore purge himself from these, he shall be a vessel unto honour, sanctified, and meet for the master’s use, and prepared unto every good work.”
‭‭2 Timothy‬ ‭2‬:‭21

The Bible tells us:
“looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith; who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is set down at the right hand of the throne of God.” Hebrews‬ ‭12‬:‭2‬
He despised the shame, picked up his cross and continued being useful to God until death, because he loved God and he wanted the world to know: John 14:31
In your service to God, be ever ready. In being useful to him, things might get uncomfortable at times or somewhat embarrassing, but be inspired by those that have gone ahead of us, like the Apostle Paul:
“For I am not ashamed of the gospel of Christ: for it is the power of God unto salvation to every one that believeth; to the Jew first, and also to the Greek.”‭‭Romans‬ ‭1‬:‭16‬
and the other Apostles: “And they departed from the presence of the council, rejoicing that they were counted worthy to suffer shame for his name.” Acts‬ ‭5‬:‭41‬
You are one with Jesus and in your oneness with him- despise the shame, pick up that cross and keep being useful.

Bible Reading Plan: Psalm 93 and 94